Thank you all for your kind words. I'm so sad and the grief is overwhelming. Yesterday morning I needed to take an anxiety med right after waking up. Often, I will look for him in his spots that he liked to lay. When I go outside I look for him to let him out to go pee. Everything reminds me of him. This morning it snowed, and I thought of him being out on the deck licking the snow. I guess I'm still in shock because it happened so quickly. Our house seems so empty without my 120 pound furbaby. I need to take comfort in the fact that he had a long happy life and he knew he was loved, but it's hard to do that when I'm really struggling with the grief of losing my sweet boy.