This woman based almost her whole adult life on 18 months spent with John Lennon. I read her book back in the 80's and of course John is not around to confirm or deny any of her story. I just figure if she really cared so much for him she wouldn't have written the book or have written another book which is just telling the same story because she needs money. I love the Beatles and yeah they are human and they are and were flawed.