GARBAGE singer SHIRLEY MANSON is struggling to fill the void in her life since the rockers went on hiatus after their world tour was cut short last year (05).

The STUPID GIRL hitmaker, 39, is suffering from sleepless nights because she feels her existence has become dull and monotonous compared to life on the road.

She says, "I'm feeling old and ugly and anxious. Last night I woke in the middle of the night and thought, 'I need to find a way to make life exciting again.' "I feel like I'm on the dating scene again after being married for 10 years."