Lindsay Lohan once vowed she would die before going to rehab

[MaryJane]

Lindsay Lohan vowed she would die before going to rehab.

The actress was disappointed with herself when she realised she needed to be treated for alcoholism.

She checked into Los Angeles' Wonderland Centre on January 18 after a heavy drinking session following the Golden Globe Awards.

Lindsay told Allure magazine: "It's so weird that I went to rehab. I always said I would die before I went to rehab."

The 20-year-old star, who is rumoured to be in a lesbian relationship with DJ Samantha Ronson, also revealed she acts as her family and friends' protector.

She explained: "When my friends and family are around me I feel like they're safe. When my friends have left me - I've just seen everything collapse. They're not safe without me."

Despite her stint in rehab, Lindsay says she has no plans to stop partying, insisting, "It's my life!"

However, the 'Bobby' actress admits she is concerned her fans are getting tired of her wild behaviour.

She said: "Everybody's tired of hearing things about me... I think it's just better for me to lie low and get better."

Lindsay Lohan's rehab U-turn

[greysfang]

I'm just going to leave this one alone.

[Just Kill Me]

I have a whole list of people I would like to have die before they ever open their retarded mouths again...

[Gum Dumpster]

Lindsay Lohan once vowed she would die before going to rehab

Too bad she didn't keep her vow, but I think one of the rehab steps is apologizing to people so I'll be waiting for my apology for her not killing herself when she promised she would.

[lisalucy69]

Why couldn't she have kept her word? It seems unfair to rub in our faces what could've been.

[DitaPage*]

I've known addicts to say they'd die IN rehab. I'd hate to be that addicted to something where its completely controlled your life.

Everybody's tired of hearing things about me... I think it's just better for me to lie low and get better

You say it, but you dont mean it!