The Mystery Of "Himmmm"

**Lalique** · March 13th, 2012, 11:30 AM

himmmm posted this yesterday on CDAN:

Thanks! You, azlee, MizCaramel, ChasingHeaven, RocketQueen, and other longtimers like Jax, Mooshki, Lutefisk, and others I recall (from back in 2008-9 I think)...all of you continue to entertain, share insight, and make the distraction which is CDAN a lot of fun! I've felt some of the greatest warmth and compassion from you guys - and some of the funneist snark as well!

While I respect everyone's right to an opinion and to disagree - I've been around our little comment ghetto here since the start (I recall even the FIRST blind and the story of Enty's drunken Europe trip!). I will be here as long as Enty continues to support me and as long as I desire.

I'll contribute my opinions, recollections, memories, observances, and even gossip as I desire. Even Enty has posted my contributions in the past, but I'm just glad to participate when work allows me to (but with 6 films in development, pre-prod, shooting, and post-prod; plus music business and publishing work - not often enough time). So thanks again!

**MohandasKGanja** · March 13th, 2012, 11:34 AM

I think we finally know what Jayson Blair is doing with his free time.....

**buk** · March 13th, 2012, 09:34 PM

Originally Posted by witchcurlgirl

I still think whoever it is a an asshole.

The psychology of a incest abuse survivor is more complex than the 'you're old enough now to be nobody's victim', and 'get down off that horse'.

Himmmmm/Her/It's being down on someone for who's survived that because she may not be ready for help is low. She's only 22, if what the posts say is true she's been subject to horrific things her whole life.

Himmmmmm came back for Part 3 which is much more gentle:

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I just wanted to offer an honest, humble, and personal THANK YOU to ALL OF YOU for your kind and warm words. You, my friends, are amazing in your compassion.

I don’t think any survivor of any abuse – or any addict ever totally gets over things – but we try every day and never give up, give in, or give out. I’m glad you liked the insight into the blind, and I too am sad it could not have been a more positive one. During my years of tailspin self-destruction I also thought I had no shelf life and always right. Then I discovered I had hurt every person I loved the most (and punished myself even more which became a cycle of hell). I’m no better than anyone else, and we ALL have something knocking us down (a past, family, debt, depression, disability, or self-image). There’s no magic bullet – and I, just like you, always have to focus on the positive and drop that anchor before I drown.

I wish Hayden the peace, clarity, and vision I found. There’s only 2 ways these turn out: the good way; or the awards show montage.

Until a person can be free or sober enough to look into a baby’s big eyes and know what unconditional love really is…and feel the warmth of that precious child’s breath asleep on your bare chest laying there – it’s hard to explain it to a 22yo time-bomb.

There is no drug in this world ever made to make me sacrifice the privilige of waking up each morning beside of my beautiful wife. To watch her eyes slowly squint awake with a smile…as she swats me with a pillow for staring at her…THAT is worth everything. And when I stopped punishing myself for the trail of fire I left in my wake, and forgave myself and family, it was only then that I could BE forgiven.

Even if I should stumble tomorrow, I will always get back up. That’s what we do…we keep on digging just to see that sun rise again. Have a great and safe weekend my CDAN friends

Himmmm

former B list television actress: Hayden Panettiere
Her last boyfriend (former A list athlete with B list name recognition): Wladimir Klitschko

**monk** · March 13th, 2012, 10:14 PM

He is way too needy to be RDJ.

**nancydrew** · March 13th, 2012, 10:23 PM

I think it is some wannabe getting off on the fact that everyone thinks they are RDJ

**McJag** · March 13th, 2012, 10:43 PM

Originally Posted by MohandasKGanja

Schneider seems to be producing half the shows on Nick and Disney. Big-time producer now. I find it kind of difficult to believe that he is some kind of predator.

And if Hayden is into anythying and everything, why isn't she an ungodly addicted mess like the kids she is basically being compared to (Redmond/Tatum O'Neil, Mackenzie Philps, and the Cyrus kids)?

Remember the last living Corey kept talking about the producer? I didn't think it possible either.
Do what I did. Start with the December Cdan blind on here. Look at what Hustle posted and start unwinding the long ribbon. Read the other sites listed. Somewhat of a maze, but worth it.
These guys (I really don't care who they are..) have know this for years. They can't go public without being sued silly, because no one is going to admit it publicly. Money and career moves talk.
This time last night I was of the same mpression you are. Follow the bread crumb trail left by Hustle.
Oh, Hayden is more peverted that any drug lover on the screen, big or small. Drugs are not her Thing. See...

**MontanaMama** · March 13th, 2012, 10:56 PM

Well that clears that up, McJag is Hmmmmmm

**McJag** · March 13th, 2012, 11:03 PM

Originally Posted by MontanaMama

Well that clears that up, McJag is Hmmmmmm

Blabbermouth!!

**Kat Scorp** · March 13th, 2012, 11:17 PM

Originally Posted by nancydrew

I think it is some wannabe getting off on the fact that everyone thinks they are RDJ

I agree. RDJ hasn't the time for this.

I don't know who Corey Feldman or Haim are, but can I just point out that "Himmmm" has four m's - representative of the original four people who supposedly used the moniker to post on CDAN. In reflection, the "artist", the "musician", the "actor" could just be Himmmm being pretentious about the different facets of his career *shrugs*

**LucreziaBorgia** · March 14th, 2012, 02:22 AM

Originally Posted by Lalique

I'll contribute my opinions, recollections, memories, observances, and even gossip as I desire. Even Enty has posted my contributions in the past, but I'm just glad to participate when work allows me to (but with 6 films in development, pre-prod, shooting, and post-prod; plus music business and publishing work - not often enough time). So thanks again!

Corey, for sure. He also promised to out pedos in an upcoming book. I guess that his music career should get some mention here too.

**nessysuperstar** · March 14th, 2012, 02:48 AM

Seriously follow the bread crumbs? McJAG, if you got the whole loaf why not share with your friends? I thought we shared clues and infos to solve the mysteries for all of us! I have been researching and found some interesting links. I am compiling them and will post them later tonight when it starts to make more sense. And if I see one more Illuminati post I am going to slap someone...probably Kirk Cameron!

**Lalique** · March 14th, 2012, 05:54 AM

Originally Posted by LucreziaBorgia

Corey, for sure. He also promised to out pedos in an upcoming book. I guess that his music career should get some mention here too.

I could totally see this as Corey Feldman!

**beaumont** · March 14th, 2012, 11:04 AM

Whoever that is, he/she clearly wants people to think that he/she's RDJ since the clues allude to RDJ. I don't think it's RdJ FWIW.

**Chilly Willy** · March 14th, 2012, 11:27 AM

I agree, he puts great effort into making people believe he is RDJ. Which RDJ would want to avoid, if he was spilling the beans on some blog.

However, I tend to believe most of the gossip. Mostly because some of it has been mentioned by other sources, not only Corey. There was the boygroup rumors, the HW-escorts rumors, the Panache Report rumors, many, many blind items from various sources, etc. The main difference here is that the source is naming names.